Didn’t Charles say that he would always take care of her? Petra opened the expansive closet doors in her suite and surveyed what her husband had filled it up with. Dresses, gowns in several colors, skirts, blouses, an alpaca jacket, a pair of beaded lounge pants, and every ridiculous hat in fashion in both Paris and New York. Below were shoes, not shoes like someone might take on holiday, but shoes that a woman might accumulate over a lifetime. She did not react or squeal or get particularly excited or giddy, because this was her life. He had said she would never be left wanting and he had kept his part of the bargain. Her part was simple in theory–do everything he askd of her. So far she had done so, and without question. He had never had to get rough with her or even order her about. She was a tough girl and a little sadistic, just enough to enjoy what she was doing.
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“Petra can’t be forced to be a witness at my trial. She’s my wife.” Robert took a long drag on the cigarette Margil handed to him from across the table. The guard watched closely from across the room, but allowed the exchange of cigarette and words between Robert and his lawyer during the ten minutes allowed on this prison visit.
“She ain’t your wife Robbie–she’s his wife, ain’t she?” Margil brought him back to the present, then followed the question with a raucous hacking cough. Still, he took another drag off the cigarette, watching his old friend and client. He was exploring every avenue to try and help him but he was running out of options.
“Then drag her in here!” Robert stood quickly, upsetting the folding chair. The guard took a step in his direction but he held his hand up that he was done, setting the chair to rights and sitting back down. He lowered his voice, leaning forward over the table. “Bring her in to testify. Bring her in here first, so we can find out what she’ll say. She knows the truth. She knows that I didn’t kill her aunt Sadie. Hell, I never killed nothin’ but time.”
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Niagara falls was heavenly. The weather was perfect for September and the landscape was lovely, just starting to change to the many hues of Autumn. Petra lay back on the bed. For two days she and Robert put aside the sadness and worries of Chicago. It turned out that Aunt Sadie had a brother from Altoona who didn’t like how long the police were taking to solve her murder. They were treating it like a random burglary gone awry, that Sadie had discovered the burglar and a gun went off in the panic. Unsatisfied, Uncle Max had put out a reward for information leading to the capture and arrest of the murderer. All the details rolled over in her head as she looked through the window at the falls from the bed in a honeymoon suite in their hotel.
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“What do I have to lose?” Petra said, tossing a nickel on the roulette table, red 26.
“Your last nickel,” said a deep voice behind her and higher than her head,by a great distance. She knew the drill, and was used to taking care of herself.She was glib and smart in the way that many college–educated girls know how to be. But it was more than that. She had lost so much, in the United States of America, on the dime of the American Fund for Czechoslovakia, and then a certain Mr. Perkins whom she met after she got to Chicago via Ellis Island, N.Y. and her Aunt Sadie. Mr. Perkins married the young girl of 22 and gave her new hats and shoes to prove his worth. She could live with that for a little while. Only stipulation: she had to do everything he said. She knew that some day she would grow tired of that.
Her shoulders were straight as she watched the wheel go around.
‘Black, 12, 12 black.”
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after an evening of Moët & Chandon
her clothing askew
ridiculous hat with the ostrich feather
flung over the lamp
She took her cues from
as if he had known him, one
hand under her back
to slide back into ecstasy
One day after a couple argues
she, a carving novice
hacking into roast turkey
with a cranberry stain
in the middle of his chest
The dining room swirling before her
into a painting by Dali
hearing his voice far away
something about irony. How
he thinks it means something
As her knife falls
I am an alien
in your world
I try to add to it
giving you my best
whilst my back is turned
you jam holly
into my heart
I’m not funny. What I am is brave.
Maybe, Lucy, maybe, but baby you are damned funny as well. You brightened up many sad moments in my life in which it was difficult to summon a smile, let alone a laugh. But you did it girl, and I thank you.
If Lucy were alive, I would ask if the comedy was part of the plan, or did she just go with her strengths. I saw her in a few earlier films, pre-I Love Lucy and she was talented and glamorous. Gorgeous.
Continue reading “Tantalizing Tuesday: Lucille Ball”
Tuesday’s girl this week is Gene Tierney–darling pin-up girl in WWII and the lovely Laura, sweetheart of the movie by the same name, charming both Dana Andrews and Clifton Webb. Oh, and Vincent Price. And me. Lovely.
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Come evening they sit in the front room–
he with his chamomile and she has her crossword
puzzle on her lap. She swears
when she makes a mistake in ink
The phone rings from across the room.
He turns his head once, but
does not get up. She claims that she can tell
it is a telemarketer by the tone
“Is there any beer?”
She continues working on 23 down, not answering.
“Is there any beer?”
“There is no beer.” She writes in the answer.
The clock strikes 8.
she puts down the puzzle.
“Meet you there?”
“Well it is Monday night.”
“So it is. Did you?”
“Yes, of course.”
She stands in the doorway in crimson.
She typically wears only black, but
had promised to always wear his favourite color
“A new one. Silk?”
After, they lie still
he on his side and she on her back
smoking. He makes a pretense of coughing.
“Your hair looks like satin in this light.”
“And you look like the boy I met on the train.”
“Was that 1989?”
“You know it was.”
“Best day ever.”
Smoke rings at the ceiling speak of it.
She sits cross-legged on the bed
while he brushes her hair. Every few strokes
he leans forward, and speaking directly into her ear,
whispering, though they are alone in the house,
“I love Mondays.”
“Did you say you bought roses?”
“Red ones, two dozen”
“Where are they?”
“I saw you were home and ran in quickly.
They must be in my car.”
She smiles. “Silly.”
She lies on her side and he on his back. She
a shock of hair off his forehead with a delicate gesture.
He closes his eyes.
“Let’s lay here until Tuesday.”
He never knew what he had in her
between silk stockings and
late night gas guzzlers
even the police tread easy
he was sick and tired of the triangle
the crossed lines every time he called
and she did not answer
feeling her there, listening
‘What do you expect from a woman,’
she’d say, and laugh. ‘Hell, I don’t
even have to pay the light bill anymore.’
His face ashen, for how does a man
be a man–left daily in an airless cube
Wearing a tan trench coat
written all over him–
he’d seen Casablanca
once a week for a year after she left–
twice over Christmas
So when she showed up
he wasn’t saying no to anything
let alone stockings, heels
and a black cat–in his haste–
not checking the price tag
With no options–except to run parallel
to her wants.needs.desires.
for he would do nothing to slight her–
this magic in silk and lace
his thoughts somewhere dark and wet
at an adjacent angle to his wallet